HeartBreak brings renewed strength and love for a new person. No matter how much it has hurt, I realize that God has a different plan for me in my life. Yeah I was mad at myself, mad at what happened, mad at him, frustrated with everything, upset about his way of ending it, and sad that he was gone. But now, I look back, it was supposed to happen and was going to happen. God is so great, no matter what happens. He has always been there and protected me. I know this wheel of the world will keep spinning and everything will change in a blink of an eye when we least expect it too, but I am grabbing hold for the ride. I will hold on tight no matter the curves, bumps, hills, drops, flatness, speed, and slow speed. I will follow God anywhere He goes. Life is different for me now. I have a set of brand new eyes. I am going to live life to the fullest one day at a time.
One thing I am going to live by besides God, is this : Never give up on love, never give up on your dreams, never give up on who you are. Be true, Love always, Dream forever. No matter what happens.
I am me. I am not perfect. I am not flawless. I am not perfectly together. Who is? I am broken but strong. I am scratched but still shine. I smile even through the pain. When it starts storming I am dancing in the rain. I see the rainbow at the end of the tunnel. I see no fear with God beside me. I love unconditionally even my enemies. I keep going, I never give up, even if I say I am or want to, I keep going. Im persistent. I am outgoing but can be shy. I am strong-willed. I dream, quite often. I read and imagine the story. I want to try new things, but its something different so I am somewhat fearful. I am picky with my food, but the food I eat, I love. I love dogs and cats and want a bunch. I am a helper, I try to fix too much sometimes. I want to be a teacher and teach little kids all I know, I want to be someone they can look up to. I like to talk everything through. I stress, explode, and hold things in, but I am getting better. I like to play videogames, its my stress reliever. I love to swim, but I have to be in the mood. I am trying to be Gods princess and be everything He wants me to be, I have walked away from Him, but I am forever His, and forever I will stay. Teal, Dolphins, Butterflies, and Daisies are my thing, its what I like. My life changes, I move, I gain, I lose, I learn, I teach, I love, I cry, I hurt, I smile, I laugh, I giggle, I snort, I dance, I sing even though I am not good, I talk, I scream, I whisper, I run, I jump, I hug, I wink, I decorate, I hold-on, I am me.
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